Smooth beige Italian leather
Gold threads woven into the letters A.D.
Defined by its curved, feminine silhouette
Dainty yet sturdy handles lift it into shape
A maroon rouge lipstick, compact mirror
Crumpled prescriptions, blister pack pills
A faded photograph of a young couple dated 1981
Hollow and empty
The straps dig into the woman’s shoulders
She says she is 67
Though her smooth complexion denies her age
Floral dress dances with fluid movement
Dainty yet sturdy heels keep her spine upright
“What brings you to clinic?”
A trigger
Her lips quiver, conducting her voice to a tremble
Tears erase her makeup, uncovering wrinkles
Cancer is a poor judge of character
Punishing the hard working, the kind-hearted
Its residues like tear gas
Lingering, suffocating, drowning
Loved ones left behind – hollow and empty
Making them wish they were chosen instead